*sigh*

Was talking to a friend today. And he has a new girlfriend. You know why he has a new girlfriend? Because his family her family and she all pushed it on him. And do you know what he told me. Good guys do what they have to not what they want to. That's the bad guys. Forget that. Does he realize who the hell he's talking to. I've lived for everyone but myself forever at this point. And I hate them all to some extent for it. He's really setting himself up here and he won't listen to anyone. I honestly hope he ends up happy with her. But I have a bad feeling about it. But then again what room do I have to talk. I had a chance tonight to come clean with my parents. To finally tell them everything. And I didn't take it. I want my turn. And if that means i'm a bad guy for it. To fuckin bad.